there are some emotions that can't be put in to words, some thoughts that enfold happiness and appreciation and understanding all in their far-reaching embrace. the gratitude asks me so sweetly to surrender that i give in. the kind words overwhelm and i bow down under their weight, a servant of speechlessness and untold thanks. my knees are weak and his admiration is unbelievably strong. it isn't flattery, for it has no alterier motive. it's a quiet exchange between two friends: full of admiration on his end and sheer implausibility on mine. (how could someone appreciate something so small in such a spectacular way?

ps. forgive me, this was no entry, I know. it was utter crap, but it's been on the rise.