i sat there in silence & i couldnt help it. i blew up from frustration & confusion to begging for her to pull the trigger. the whole year you hounded me constantly & nothing was fine, but not like i would say that when someone asked me how i am. then june came (that sunny day), the last one with a crisp breeze & maybe a hint of excitement & anxiousness for the summer break. (they came over.) i found it on my bed. i stared at it; i melted into my sea blue rug.
& threw the empty 'congrats' card on the floor.