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why do i look so miserable they ask me & they will never ever know...left you in Montréal this afternoon (& if i had i choice, i wouldnt). i just met you monday & we couldnt even find the words to say goodbye; i know i didnt want to face i wont be staying with you.
i didnt think much at first of my cousins & i staying at his apartment he shares with his brother; my cousins boyfriend. we all sat on the deck waiting for dan & he sat next to me and all we did was talk; about everything. 2 am passed as everyone went to sleep we sat there laughing, talking, & looking in one anothers eyes. (pure electric glows) your eyes blue like a island sea & i swear...
i saw sparks from your eyes. you told me you wished we could just stay 19 (i dont care if im not!) forever & we wouldnt ever have to leave then and we could keep listening to only each other & keep our lips making contact.
we never slept the whole time i was there & i just layed in your arms (our neon glow hearts ran into each other & exploded!!!) looking at the city lights shine in the river.
i think i found you, Seb. & im a fool to leave just when you wokeup (i hope you found the note i left). P.S. I CHANGED MSN MESS. CHECK PROFILE IF YOU WANT TO TALK.