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so today was the last day of freshman year & you were kind enough to say i shouldnt be one; or never acted that way. [he told me he wished i was going to graduate with him tonight.] & i sure wonder if he knows i wish that more than anything. to be free.
& you drove me home from school at 12:50; our in depth conversations all the way home. i even told you as we sat there that i will really miss you. cos i guess i have to tell you now before it's too late. parked in my drive way landslide plays. noting i will sing this song tonight at the graduation. tears of memories & messes ran down my face, bringing my eyeliner with it. you wiped my tears & asked for me to give you a hug. so i did.
that was the first cheek-kiss i ever received from you. even though it wasn't much; it was pure bliss. you asked for me to call you this afternoon & we will get together this summer. so i did.
i;m a seashell on the ocean's sand. listening to it exhale & inhale with a crush. waiting for someone to find secrets i hold in my heart. & to be loved.
leaving & preparing to sing 'landslide' at senior grad tonight. wish me luck xo.